Olive,

today was a rough day. to begin with i gained another 2 lbs. those damn super bowl snacks. i can feel myself slipping into what feels like an eating disorder. i dont want to eat a damn thing.  ive eaten literally 2 ww points today and its nearly 5pm.

but today got better. i met up with sarah from PTA. she was anther loss mom. her son died at 23 weeks. we talked for two hours and her blessed son ozzie stayed busy for the entire time. then we walked the parks and found 4 rocks. ill give one to your daddy - its a 20 sided die!

i sobbed today after getting a little fucked up on my meds. just sobbed. i dnot remmember why.  then i went out and bought this computer.

i love and miss you
mommy